Lonely

So I was online as usual at work today and reading all the articles on CNN.com like I try to everyday and happened upon an article about being lonely. This article talks about the research done into loneliness.

Check it out!

Feeling lonely? Genes might be at fault


xoxo
Natalie

Work

Ahhh work. Work makes me want to play in traffis lately. My anxiety
level is maxing out. Today I literally wanted to grab my boss and shake
her. She has to make everything way more difficult than it has to be
just because she's in a bad mood. Dear lord give me the strength not to
loss my mind or murder my boss.

I want to see my happy people.

Ill write again later.
Natalie Garcia
Email- nat@npmusic.com
Other Email-dollhouseriotproductions@gmail.com
Cell- 909 463 8673
Aim- NPNatalie

Best Friends

Tonight I was thinking about Best Friends. 

Wikipedia definition: Best Friend, someone (singular or plural) with whom one shares the strongest possible kind of friendship.

Aw, Best Friends. I have had a few in my 24 years. As I was sitting here thinking about it realized the greatest friendships with guys. My whole life I've been the girl who was one of the guys. I'm not at all complaining because I like it that way. If I didn't I would change it. I've found that for some reason in my life guys have always made better friends. Most of the girls that I ever called my best friend ended up backstabbing me somehow. Sad but true. I don't know what it is about me that some of my friends have been so quick to back stab me. I think I'm generally a good person with a big heart for others. Yes, I'm a bitch and opinionated like no other but I've never done anything horrible to anyone as far as I know. I've loved, sacrificed and taken so much shit for my friends especially the ones the world like to call best. 

There's this thing about me that one of my current "best friends" thinks is stupid. When we started hanging out and becoming a tad closer as friends I told him to never call me his best friend even if he felt that way. After a short lifetime of losing best friends and feeling the worst pain ever doing so I decided I didn't want to use that phrase anymore. I felt like it was almost a small curse on the friendship itself. I know that sounds stupid but I guess it was my way of protecting the friendship and my fear of losing another special person. I've been using the phrase again though. Part of me thinks he's the one to break the curse. Oh well we shall see. 

I'm not sure where this blog is going but I can't help but think of one of my current best friends and his his relationship with his other best friends. B & D's friendship is one I greatly admire. Sounds funny to admire it I guess but they've been best friends for 14 years. That's a long time. I was friends with one of my best friends for 10 years and after that we proceeded to dislike each other and go our separate ways. I've spent an increasing amount of time with B & D this past year and I love them both to death because they're both really good people. They make me laugh like no other which is one of the things that always grabs me about people. I watch the way they function with each other and although they spend a lot of time fighting with each other I can see how much they mean to each other. It totally makes me happy to know that no matter what happens with these two  guys they will always have each other. Guys are guys and most of the time they don't share feelings especially for each other but these two know each other better than anyone in this whole world will ever know them. It makes me super happy that I've got a chance to know these two guys.

Although I now consider one of them a very close friend even a best friend (Q the scary word) I still have three other best friends. D who can be such a jerk sometimes but love so much. He just has trouble in general showing emotion to anyone but then again he is a dude(haha). He has a great heart and cares about people. He just tends to treat strangers better than the people he loves. I've come to the conclusion that that's just who he is. He's a good person no matter what people think. I love spending time with him. He's honest and fun to be around.

Then there's J who knows me better than any other person on the planet. He knows my secrets and insecurities like no one else does or probably ever will. He's the friend that I will love for the rest of my life but know won't be a part of my life most of the time. He uses this metaphor about a train station, how our individual lives are like a train station and the people that come in and out of our lives are like trains. The more than I think about that I know he will be a train that comes in and out of my life for the rest of my life. At first I hated the idea of this. It made me sad not to have him in my life. I mean it still does make me a little sad but knowing that somewhere out there in this vast world there's someone that loves and cares about me is pretty amazing. 

I don't know what to say anymore but I do LOVE all my friends. I know a lot of amazing people. I feel very blessed to have the greatest people in my life. 

I found some quote online that I like about Friends.

A good friend is a connection to life - a tie to the past, a road to the future, the key to sanity in a totally insane world.  ~Lois Wyse

A friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself.  ~Frances Ward Weller


A friend accepts us as we are yet helps us to be what we should.  ~Author Unknown


Friends are relatives you make for yourself.  ~Eustache Deschamps

Weak

What happens when all your strength starts breaking down?

Whoa! Medicated and Metro Station!

First go check out my good friends new music video!

wwww.buzznet.com/video

National Product's Medicated!

Metro Station is an interesting band. My company is making cases for them. SHAKE IT is an interesting song. Everything nowadays is sooo poppy! Am i the only one who notices that?

Music and Email

Aloha All...

So I suck at posting but I thought I'd just share some opinions on new music. So I just watched the Metro Station video for "Control" and though the song is pretty catchy I think the video is stupid.

If you want to see a trippy video watch Ashlee Simpson's video for "Outta My Head". It doesn't make any damn sense. It will always remind me of Sharkeez for Danny birthday this year. Beau was amazing and reserved tables for us to celebrate and was so stoked to play the boys video but ironically the video they played right after was Ashlee's. Now if you don't know why this is funny its because their original bassist left the band to join...yes you guessed it...the Ashlee Simpson band. Part of me likes the song but the video is so fucking stupid that it makes me definitely want to hate the song. haha.

So I just decided to take a look through my inbox for some emails with info I need and cleaned the fucker out. I had 783 emails in the inbox. Crazy right! Now I'm down to under 100 which is rad.

ttyl xo

Hello Again

I just remembered that I had this blog. I havent actually posted in almost a year. Crazy! Its crazy to me that the last blog was about the boys music video. Who knew it was so long ago. So much as happened since. So many amazing memories have been made and sooo many truly awesome people have come into my life.

So Kristina has inspired me to start blogging again.

Lets start by catching up.

I'm 24 now! Wow right when did that happen.

I work full time at Anvil Cases in City of Industry. Its a really weird place. My boss is crazy. An amazing boss. Totally sticks up for you but out of her mind. She makes me laugh constantly. The people in the office are okay. Claudia is rad. Her stories about her adorable smart ass 2 yr old rule. The sale manager Art is a retard. He's one of the worst managers that I have ever had to interact with. He has no balls at all with his employees or customers. The guy losses the company alot of money. I think deep down hes a good guy but just has a crappy work ethic which is whatever to me. Theres a little perv there, of course right. Every office has that creepy dude that just makes you feel fucking violated every time youre around him. I have actually caught the little pervert looking at porn in the office. Mind you he has a cubicle not an office. Ballsy right! Gross! That guy is a cocky little jerkoff. He's a lawsuit waiting to happen for that company.


I work basically full time for the guys label. Doing street team stuff, promotion, online resources and working with promoters some. I mean I do wayyyyyy more but I dont even want to get into that shit right now.

I love my friends like crazy. Ive made a bunch of amazing ones in this last year. I think I shall write about them tomorrow because my back hurts and I want to lay down and watch Paranormal State.

Love you guys!
Talk to you soon!

xo nat